Monday, January 10, 2011

anything can be happen in anytime


title kt atas tuu betul betul or aku merapuu jerw? herr. ntah laa aku pun xtau. laa ni aku mcm xbrapa nk stabil sgt nie. berdiri punn mcm xpijak pada bumi niey. duduk punn mcm xkena pada tempat duduk tuu. tidur punn mcm xselesa pose pose tidur. aish apa aku merapu niey? okay okay stop merapuu di sini.

hari ini aku bangun uwarrggghhhh (!) mengharapkan sesuatu. apa apa? aku harap selera makan aku dah stabil dan makan tepat pada waktunya. readers klu you all nk tau I nieyh kuat makan sangat sangat tauu. tapi sekarang aku dah terlalu kurus sudahhh. sebab jarang nk mkn mkn. even makanan tuuu feveret aku tapi aku rasa. err malas nk mkn. dakk aku bukan diet. tapi aku sendiri xtahu aku apa perubahan yg terjadi kt diri aku nieyh. =,="

aku punn xtauu apa nk jadi hari ini, besok, lusa, tulat, terulat ulat, terkulat kulat. apakah ini? hahaha. ntah laaaa. pemikiran aku begitu laaa serabut tahik betul. aku xsukaaa aku macam nieyh. bila orang buat lawak kt aku, aku gelak tapi hanya utk menyedapkan hati orang itu. keterlaluan betul aku ini. kasihan orang itu kan. nk buat mcm mana. mood aku ponn lari p mana xtau. aku xtahu cik mood itu sembunyi di mana. boleh korang tolong carikan?

eh eh hari ini hunny bunny aku ajak hang out. hmm kalau aku larat kluar aku kluar laa nahh. terasa otot otot tulang tulang besi aku begitu malas nk bergerak ke merata tempat. semalam malam yg menyeksakan. nyamuk tuu kureng aseemm mai dok gigit aku. seronok hisap darah aku. banyak muka ko. ingt aku ini kilang darah kaa? p cari hat orang banyak banyak darah tuu hat dok tau dah sediaa ada darah. haa p laa hisap bergelen gelen punn dia xterasa hg gigit dia. huh, jahat mulut aku.

p/s : aku rasa aku rugi banyak. tarakkk untung (!)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

damn (!)

awak..sy syg awak.sy suda mula syg awk.tp,nape awk wt sy cm ni?nape td trus snyap?sy slh  ke?xpe la..dun wori after nie sy akan tukar number n takan kacau awk.sy pergi dr hdup awk.btw,thanx awk.sy hargai sgla yg awk wt 4 sy slme ni.thanx sgt2 :)

kpd mijan,sy mnx maaf.sy taleyh syg awk cm lu.da org len suda mula buke pintu hati  sy.dan kpd both of u...its oke :) sy akan pergi dr hdup kamu b'dua..thanx kerna hadir dlm hdup sy even 4 sementara :)
                                                      p/s : i'll let love go.even u in ma heart.

(!) 2011 (!)

hyep!hhee~ i ta taw larh..per yg bez 2011 nie erk? b'pk skjp.,,dink donk dink donk..ta dpt2!hhuu~
kt cni aku nak habaq psai life aku spnjg 2010..aku knal dgn ramai budak perak scra tiba2..dgn brmulanya aku slh number dgn sorg mamat nie yg skulah di STAR,IPOH.,,ampa tau ker aper?tataw ka?sbenar aku pn tataw..hhhaa~ tapa2!nt,kta p rmai ke sne..tu dia!brgan kuat aku nie..hhha~

                                                   inilah budaknye...1st person aku kenal di perak
                                                     dia baik aja..FARIZUWAN yg SPORTING n UNDERSTANDING :)
                                             then,aku kenai dgn laki encem ala2 korean guy ini!
                                     hhee~ aku suke dye coz dye baek sgt2..dye layan aku dgn baek
                                          skali.kdg2 aku pk ada lgkah lelaki mlyu spt dye..,,
                                       SYAFIQ AFFENDY mmg terHEBAD !
                                   ini pulak monyet aku! hhaa~ dye pndai wt aku gelak ble aku down gler2..
                                    dye nie baek sgt2 taw..untung saper dpt dye..,,tp,dye nie ngade2 larh..
                                    trowk ngader2 dye nie..hhuu~ sal STAR sume dye cer kt aku..
                                 aku dgr n luperkan coz sume membe aku mmg tataw STAR di
                                     ceruk mane..hhee~ aper2 pn MUHD ZHARFAN mmg BESH !
                                      inih pulak kwn terBAEK aku..dye larh byk tlg aku mase
                                       aku da prob dgn 'atok2'  aku..hahahha.dye memg baek even
                                   aku tak larh rapat sangat dengan dye nih,..tp,dye memg besh larh!
                                            LYNN DEMENTIA mmg cool n kwn yg baek!
                                            inih pulak SAYANGS aku!mauk ngorat?mauk tekel?ta bisa larh!
dye milik aku aja taw!hhaa~ dye memg baek..byk tlg n sudi dgr mslh aku yg mcm SAMPAH..
hhuu~ thanx sygs! ily more larh! <3 <3 inihlarh SYAKILA SALLEH yg plg CUN n COMEYH!
                                          inih siapa?hhee~ si pmbke ati aku kowt..hhaa~ dak2 haih!
                                      dye nie abg aku yg mcm chicken!kok kok kok..,,hhee~
                                      dye nie baek..aku suke dye..dye pndai jaga aku yg gemuks nie..
                                hhuu~ dye suke wt bnda2 yg wt aku sakit hati.tp,tapa2..adik tetap
                                      syg abang!hhee~ inihlarh abg aku KHAIRULAZMAN ZA LEE
                                                        yg CHUBBY , BAEK n FUNNY !
inih bekas sayang aku!aku suke dye sgt2 coz dye pandai ambil hati aku n jujur.sepanjang kami b'same dye cube yg terBAEK agar aku heppy n bahagia b'same dgn dye.aku memang heppy sgt2.tp,atas sbb t'tntu aku terpakse lukakan hati dye..maafkan zizie yaw!tp,SYAFIQ AZIZI memg boy yg JUJUR n SELESA DI DAMPINGI !
                               ini pulak sweet candy aku!hhaa~ aku syg sgt2 dkt dye..tp,ape
                              leyh wt?mybe bkn jodoh kami..tp,kami masih boleh b'kawan dan
                                 aku suke kawan dgn dye b'bndg saat kami sedang b'couple..
                              dye nie sweet sgt..suker wt benda2 bodoh yg sume girl impikan..
                         aku harap dye akan jumpe penganti aku yg lbeyh baek dri aku :)
                                inilarh dye MUHD HAMIZAN  yg CARING n COOL.


kini aku sudah masuk alam 2011.,,aku harap tahun ini aku akan lebih bahagia dan hidup aku lebih teratur dengan teman2 aku ini..dan kpd si dye..,,aku memg tulis kau sbg SAHABAT aku.tp,sebenarnya kau sudah mula membuka pintu hati aku..

p/s : mr._____ , sy tgu awak..ilysm! <3 <3 <3

Sunday, November 7, 2010

hey you and you stop care about me.oh what what?you love me?omg stop saying that.if you love me,you'll not treat me like this.stop.i hate it.its jerks!yess,im changing,i know that.and you.sorry for doing this.it just for a month.and then you'll not see me until next year.yess.thats true.hmm.maybe.im a stranger,u forgot that word huh?please remember it.please.i need my own privacy.you cant disturb my life.you will make me sick.huh.i dont want this happen.but.nothing i can do.so,you must accept the change.good or bad,its depends on you.thank you.

p/s : stop disturb my life.talk to the hand,please.

.something about love.

Don't ever love,
heartbreak will surely come.
It hurts to even breathe.
I thought that this would only hurt,
as much as I loved.
But I was wrong,
it hurts a thousand time more.

I am afraid of living in my eye open,
because I know I won't see you,
even if I look for you.
It seems better to fall asleep exhausted,
after longing for you.

I won't be in your days,
I won't be in the memories neither.
I look at your smile,
and I can't laugh with you.

i like this much. yess its true. right babe?then, about me,please read darl. babe, u know how much i hurt. but i still smile. for make you happy. dont you get it,huh? im happy when you hurt me. ;)

'you are most touched when..
people tell you 'I love you', or when you read a poem. 
Even a song can make you emotional. 
Talking is your emotional tool, 
and you will therefore also use this to connect to other people. 
Words are a great way of communicating, 
but when someone else you love 
doesn't necessarily talk the way you do, 
it doesn't mean they don't love you. 
What would be their primary love language? 
Too many words may have their downside, too. 
Some people may assume that if you talk a lot, 
you talk more than you do. 
You may also have been terribly hurt by what people have said, 
more than what they did.'

p/s :After it rains, tears or raindrops..
nobody knows 

Friday, November 5, 2010

damn good time (!)

ulalaa (!)

cakkk, nice to meet you. haha. oh my god. im so happy todayy. have a good time with my hunny hunny. muahmuah. oh oh. okayy. hmm. i said that i act to be happy todayy. but im happy without act! uhhh,whats this? haha. i dont noe what i say. oppps. yess yess. mix lol. a little bit malas nk speaking smua. huhu.

when u feel lonely. cheer up! just go to the
mirror and say "shit! im really so cute!"
you'll overcome your sadness.but dont make
it a habit cause LIARS go to hell!

haha. actually nk ambik point huruf yg besar tuu. dink donk dink donk. laa terasa kaa? haha. relax babe. if u cant live without me, why arent you dead yet? haha. so funny right. baek gelak cepat,haaa. xgelak xmau kwn kott stg bru tau. huhu. mcm mcm ari ni. sat yg tuu sat yg niee. yg pasti aku mcm burukk trburukk. huhu. ada aku kesah? even mcm kesah jgk. hehe.

life is ONE BIG PARTY. and im the girl dancing on the fuckin table. eh eh. whats? jealous with me. haha. dont laa. try to be yourself. stressing and obsessing just aint my style ; all i want is for someone to make me smile. a big big smile. like this :D jealousy is what makes a bitch talk shit. haha.

p/s : i'd rather be real,
and say how i feel,
than act all fake,
and be something i aint.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

my present on my befday ! !

my hero..i love you..promise i'll loving u as much as i can..i won't let u down..i'll make you proud wif me..thanks for everything..you are my everything..



p/s : i love my _______,mr.afiq :))